I think I need a vacation. The city of Camarillo just isn’t cutting it anymore, and Los Angeles isn’t helping. Come to think of it, California just isn’t doing it anymore either. I need to be out of this country, and I have two weeks left. I need to go to somewhere completely foreign – alone. I’m thinking Singapore. I just need to be in a place where I’m completely disconnected from everyone. It’s suffocating here. It really is. You can only clean your room so many times before it becomes nauseating and you can only go through the motions with friends so many times before it feels like you’re phoning everything in.
There’s nothing left here to do, no one to stay for.